out of this whole world of guys,
i chose you , you as the one.
you had been drifting away from me.
why is that so ?
although i told you i decided to let you go but girl, it's not easy.
i will always be there by your side.
looking at you secretly,
taking of you secretly.
you are just that perfect in my eyes(although you aren't but i dont know why)
at times, you made me pissed off and fed-up,
i really feel like throwing tantrum at you,
but i didnt&ended up you throwing tantrum at me(i guess most girls had this too)
i tried to hate you, but i can't.
the time, the memories, is pulling me back.
we had fond of memories that can't be erased from my mind.
whenever i thought of it, tears will flow down.
the more i hope to give up &let go, the more i am hating that feeling.
you told me to be strong& hate you, but seriously SORRY ! i can't.
i know how much we are lovely once.
i know both of us are loving one another deep inside our heart but can't say anything out.
i know how you are feeling. i know how much hurt i have cause.i am sorry girl.
till now, you are still my dearest girlfriend..
no one will be able to replace you for this half years? or even more.
i really miss all those sweet talks, your hugs, your kisses.
i seriously miss all that.

think about it ,
had anyone love you so much before?
have you love anyone so deeply before ?

for me,
not to love her, will you ?
if i could turn back the time, i will still choose to appear in your life, but this time round,
i am going to grab you tight &will never never let you go. i swear !
no one except you will be able to unlock this heart of mine,
i love you