DECIDED...
i have decided,
decided to let go...
i have no more choice.
i have been upset for the past few days,
now i am much more better.
life still goes on for me.
its hard, its not easy but i have to overcome it.
at least i didnt regret being together with you as i had good times
&memories with you.
yes !
i agreed that i didnt expected that things will end it this way,
i guess you too.
i knew we both dont wish,
but we had no more choice but to let it go right baby?
i knew its hard to let you say those nasty
&hurting words to make me leave
&hate you,
i know that you are suffering on the other side of the world but you simply can't utter a word cause you can't let me know.
at this moment i know you cant be soft hearted,
thats why i had to respect your decisions and so,
we can be back to friends quick and we won't be suffering so badly like now,
right my dear?
SO,
i promise,
i wont be upset,
i wont be silly,
i will be back my old self,
i will just live the happy life again.(i guess thats what you wants to see right?)
i now then found out,
what matters more is what we gone through together but not really the ending.
everything will have an end sooner or later,
and its just the matter of how are we handling with all that isn't it?
i will draw a full-stop to everything now.
YES i love you.
&when you really love that person ,
the last thing you can do for that person is to let go..
i can't be the one taking care of you anymore,
so please take good care of yourself.
i can't be the one to be nagging at you anymore,
so please behave yourself.
i can't let you know that i love you anymore,
but that will be resounding in my mind.
i can't tell you how much i misses you anymore,
but my heart is missing you.
i hope i will be the first and the last girl to let you feel what is love.
i will always remember you &save the best for you.
i will never gonna to forget our love, our moments, our every single thing we did..
i hope you dont too..
lastly,
JERVIN NG, I LOVE YOU <3
JERVIN&JANICE...
13thJANUARY2007...
15MOTNHS...
Thursday, April 10, 2008
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