things doesn't turn out right afterall

HATE ; LOVE ?
I fall for you eventually,you didnt treasure.
i said i love you,you igonored.
i really dontknow what i should do next.
i am confused!
i am state of confusion,what she said had affected me deeply.like a knife snab into my heart.
my heart is broken once again.
maybe its expected?i am wondering.
i did so much for you but this is what i eventually got back.
anyway,i chose to let go,yes i love you but just you are&not mine&i am not yours.
i think you have not feel the pain that is in me now.
last again,
i love you kelly
MY TRUE FRIENDS...
special thanks to BeeGeok&ChengWee.
BeeGeok,
thanks for speaking to me&let me know the truth of everything.
sorry to let you end up crying but still a big THANK YOU =D
i seriously appreciate what you told me and now my mind-sets are cleared.
BEEGEOK,YOU ARE MINE!!!!HAHAS.
ChengWee,
thanks for spending your precious study time&chat with me on phone.
i also appreciate it very well.not to worry,i wont call you paikah anymore=D
OHYA !
and also thanks for buying chocolate for me to cheer me up.
i simply love chocolates.hahas.
to the both of them,
simply thanks to you guys&you all are really my true friends.
a wonderful sister&brother i had.
p.s. i love you guys.you guys rawks.
see ya tomorrow.
SCHOOL WORKS
now is school works.
DIE DIE DIE !!!
i flung my chem,the only failure in my class =.=
need to study hard for it again.HAIX !
tml physic test.hope everything goes on well(dont wan tto disappoint MrPeh anymore)
this is a great fall.i need to stand up&start mugging again
THANKS MrPeh to be always there for me.
okay la,its time to get back to my physic.time constraint=D