hmm,
just read some old conver between me&you.
kinda miss you.
i havent gave up,i still care for you.
i know you had given up on me&given up waiting.
but you are the one that will make me smile everytime i see you.
i am trying hard to find it back but it seems hard.
equally hard for you to get back the conver with me.
i tried talking to you,but it dont seems to be working.
iknew you found someone you love now,we are on the same boat,i guess.
my love for you is true.its in my heart,i didnt take it out&it doesn't move any single bit.
i guess you knew about it but you are trying to ignore?
i am unsure.
i am always hoping that you won't ignore me?
i guess thats enough.
i regretted,i know its pointless to say anymore.
in the past,
whenever i am sick,you will always want me to keep you updated,
i feel down,you are the one that will cheer me up.
when i am stressed up,you will give me advise to help me up no matter you are doing tutorial or busy with stuffs.
i hope i can stay at that moment without changing.
BUT just in a few months,everything changes.
changes very fast.all these had gone down the drain&flown away.
i tried to save it back but its all wet&you told me to forget it,
you told me to let it go.
everything is different now,not the same anymore.
i hope it can be the same but its all different,i guess i am the one to blame.
i cant hate you cause i am the one that is making all this,
i should blame myself for not treasuring all that.
i hope you will know,
i still love you.
what i know is,my true love is you.
you are always in my heart.no one had ever made me feel this way.
you will never be replace...