LOOKING AT YOU LEAVING EVERY SINGLE DAY..
FURTHER&FURTHER AWAY...
i seriously want you to be my one last love,but i guess you can't,isn't it?
you told me you won't let this continue.
although i wish to change,but i don't think i can.
i am trying my very best to make you change your mind you know?
i hate people saying that i am your ex,CAUSE I AM NOT &NOT ONE !
being your girlfriend is really a very nice thing,i feel hounered.
i hope you will always stay by my side&watch me.
be a gurdian star.
hold my hand &walk me through...
i don't think i am going to let this go easily..
GIRL, trust me, its not easy.
i know i keep telling myself to be strong&not cry,but seriously its not easy.
you had to let the person you love most to go.
you say i had to get use to it,but why can't you understand me?
do you know this period of time is the time i love you most&i need you most?
stop telling me that fucking reason can?
reflect on what i told you that day in KFC.
look into my eyes,it do tell you alot of things.
see!my tears are falling.
i didnt let it fall.i am trying to be happy,but i scare it will leak out soon.
people always tell me this,
"be strong girl,i know you are one.smile more,it do attract people,its sweet&lovely. although you are at already at the verge of falling,but still,you will be able to make it.am i right?"
last time maybe yes,to other things,maybe yes.
but SORRY ,
to this relationship i can promise anything.
i don't know how much more will i be able to smile.
i know if you can turn back the time,you won't choose me anymore.
but what i know is,our time are memorable .
its really a fond of memories.
so please,
dont go.when you really had to go,i will let you go eventually.
you are always loved by me.
my sweetest boyfriend.
must remember me...
i love you so..