I MISS YOU BADLY..
after you have left,
i felt the emptiness,
now then i know how much you meant for me.
my heart is tearing,tearing into pieces.
i am feeling the pain now& i hate it you know?!
i cant promise you anything now,i dont even know what i will do next.
i had already disappoint you thoroughly,i guess.
i need to tell you that you are the one&only.
no matter how many times i said,you won't believe me,isn't it?
my heart is only meant for you&no one else.
i had never cry so badly for someone else before.
i wanted to jump down,i didn't eat for meals& i didn't sleep at all.
my body is tired,my body cant take this anymore.
its going to collaspe soon.
how i wish all these wont happened.i am feeling really bad now.
can i take a knife and kill myself or can i just jump down?
i dont know how easy is it for you to let it go,
but what i know is i cant bear to let this relationship go.
i want to be dote by you,i want to be cared by you.
you will always be stayed in my heart.
this feeling will never be faded at all-i sweared !
i lost my sweetest valentine,i lost someone i need to be treasured but i didn't.
it had been the fact already& i can't change this fact.
please be happy alright?
i dont want to hear you cry cause i know you are strong&when you cried,
it means that you are in great pain.
i dont wish it will happen in you,
i am willing to take all these pain with meBUT simply not you.
i miss you so,i still love you so;my laogong...
i am not going to let go...
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