hoping everything to be perfect

things doesnt seems well for me today.
yesterday night,had a talk with DEAR,(which i dont wish to mention here)
you had today and so,we cant meet again.
its a long long time since we met yeah?
just had a glance of you yesterday.
let me start of my day now.
woke up at 9am to wake you up as you need to report to work,
and i slept back.
10am,i woke up again and gave you a call.
you said 1030am thn wake up as you guys are meeting at 11.45am.
and i called you at that time,and you said you heading to serangoon already.you mixed up with the timing and so,you was in a rush.
after we chatted a while,we hanged up.
and i can't get to sleep anymore after tossing around the bed.
i on my computer and was reading blogs.
while reading, i saw your blog's URL and so i went in to take a look.
it was about 1year since you update it and i was reading your pass,
don't know why, my tears dropped down and feeling painful inside my heart.
after reading , i went to bath,changed and head to my grandma house.
grandma gave me a necklace for my birthday which was so nice&i love it very much,thanks ahma=)
had a light lunch there,chat with her,watched tv and went to sleep- such a nice weather to sleep!hahas.
daddy came back quite early today.they had dinner but i didn't.dont feel like eating =x
keep looking at my phone and hoping your message or call will appear but it was a disappointment.
came back,watch the "men' at forty"until 6.30pm and went to make my cheesecake.
wash up&everything is about 9pm& i had to watch "tian tang niao" as it's the last espisode today.
now i am still waiting for your call&i miss you so much.
now i am hungry.hahas.